Void: Last Words Wasted

I tried to be the one who cleansed away the pain.
But, now I'm the one who brings it to every one.
Tell me, when did I become like you?
When did I forget to care?
Every thing you did to me.
I now live to do.
So I'm sorry I hated you.
Cause now, I should hate me too.

I void the memory of you being such a bitch.
I void the memory of you being such a whore.
And I void the memories of all your selfish lies.

These are my last words wasted on you.
Your selfish attempt to be a star.
Is now the obsession I strive for.
I tried so hard to erase you from my mind.
But you still haunt me now.
Tell me this isn't true.
That I've become just like you.
But I can't turn away from what I see.
That part of you remains in me.

So I'm sorry I hated who you are.
Even though I've come so far.
And you start to forget me.
Just know that love is the only memory I keep.
And maybe one day you will hear.
These last words wasted on you my dear.

"I slip deep into the darkness and nothing is clear.
And this void needs to be filled to end my last fear.
Here nothing seems real. Theres nothing I can feel.
I only know one thing to be true....
That I've become just like you..."