Sleeping Soul

Cursed I walk this path through Hell. I stand and breathe. I live to die. My heart so broken, my fears realized. My worries have faded for my soul is burning. I scream in anger, and in fear. The emptiness that haunted me seems so near. That hollow pain brings me comfort again. What I once thought to be a sacred love. Has since become a nightmare. My proof so clear, yet none returned. My love so strong yet I am ignored. I stand almost broken, almost dead. My life is fading, but not for long......
That beast inside me is still eager to get out. To feed on sin and unleash his wrath. He likes the hunt, he likes the pain. he feeds on fear. He cares for nothing, he can not be stopped. Once he is free, I will be lost. I fight it still yet I know. The day will come when I can not go on. My time grows shorter, unable to be healed. I only want one thing, yet it is always denied. Pain, fear, worries, dreams....Things that come with life and love. Soon I will no longer feel them at all. Though I will breath, though I will walk, I will no longer be the man I was. My reason to live is fading fast. My reason to love is almost lost.