The Villian

Forgive me for I have sinned.
I loved when I all else was blind.
By nature I am evil for loving that which did not love me.
I loved and stayed by her side when she was found in the arms of another.
I loved and stayed by her side when she looked at another with love and not me.
I am the villain of this story, the one who failed.
I am the darkest sin for being faithful.
Such terrible intentions I had to be so honest and believe her lies.
This is my confession of sin.
How could I be so selfish to want her to only love me?
I'm a terrible tyrant for being hurt by her deception.
I'm that horrible demon for believing in her.
It was cruel of me to give up everything for her.
To love her and want to help her make all her dreams come true.
Just a villain waiting to be slain by the hero.
Just a villain waiting for his plot to be revealed.
I should have allowed you to cheat, to lie, to hurt me.
Maybe I could have been the hero then.
The hero and not this horrible beast that I am.
I should have been that poison you feared.
I should have gave you a broken heart.
Then I could have been your saint.
In your sick world I'm just a villain.
In your game I was just a pawn.
Where love once lived, now lies hate.
I'm just a demon in your eyes, a sick deranged monster.
Just a villain waiting to be slain by the hero.
Just a villain waiting for his plot to be revealed.
I'm screaming at you.
I'm killing your memories inside my head.
I'm drinking that poison you feared.
If a villain is what you truly see.
Then its a hero I will be.
I gave up my love so you could give your's to another.
I sat alone while you walked away.
Your own fear you did to me.
But I'm just the bad guy after all.
The one who sinned and the one who was wrong.
I sinned in trusting you.
I sinned in loving you.
I sinned in staying beside you.
I sinned in never breaking your heart.
I sinned in keeping my promise.
I sinned in being there every time you needed me.
I'm just a villain, so full of sin.
Just a villain waiting to be slain by the hero.
Just a villain waiting for his plot to be revealed.
To you thats all I am.
Heroes always forgive.
So I guess I'm a villain.
I won't forgive you.
Just a fucking villain.
Just another kill for the hero.
Just in this game of yours.