In Open Eyes

In dreams I wonder.
Then I awake and realize.
That through this rebirth.
I can't seem to kill.
All these things I still feel.
I'm haunted, I'm cursed.
But still I must.
Find a way to bring a change.
To make this all go away.
Where memories no longer do me harm.
Where everything is peaceful and calm.
A place I know doesn't exist.
But maybe, just if...
I stitch back together the fabric of life.
Remove this disease and strife.
Forget what will never be.
And rebuild what the fuck is left of me.
Find my poison in written song.
And tell those memories, so long.
Erase all that has done me wrong.
No longer remember those who have forgotten.
Breathe new life into a heart that has since rotten.
Shed a final tear, for one last fear.
For it is something I will never again see.
Something that can never again be.
All I want is to dream.
So soon I shall redeem.
All that is missing inside of me.
And I will once again open my eyes and see.
All that will ever be...