Believe

Do you believe? Can you truly see me? Are you really even here?

They've looked and they've smirked at the signs to come. Through the flesh and the blood that was undone. Choosing to ignore what is soon to unfold. Doubt all you want, this story will be told. See me as one who will fail, possessed by this never ending tale. Now hear me loud and clear! I'm sending you all straight to Hell!

Cause I'm not there...

Say it can never happen, that I'll never reach the dream. Say you don't believe. The more you doubt the more hope I gain. The more you ignore, the more fuel I'll feed. The more you hate, the more power I'll unleash. So don't believe, don't believe in me. After all I'm the fool right? So easy to deceive. Get your heads out of the clouds, life is down here. And I can see straight through you all. So before this failure is done, I'll be standing tall. Now I've left Hell behind. I sent myself there. I lost hope and faith within my own soul. So I let go of that life to live like the rest. To walk within the boundaries that none of you cross. But alas, this world finally pissed me off!

Now I've awakened the dead. To bring back my life. To restore who I was and accept what I am. An infection at end and an illness restored. To return to me a curse I adored. To know once more both love and hate. At the hands of this power and a bittersweet fate. In eyes that shine some where still. Still yet momeries I must kill. Now know darkness no more for I am the light. I'll stand here and I'll fight. Until my goal is finally in sight. Ignore these words, I wish you to. Doubt what is said, I'll still hold up my head. In the end of all things spoken. I will be standing before the broken. Beyond the energy of sound. This story will be heard the world around.

So lie to me, hurt me, deceive me, doubt me, and play me. But none of you will ever forget....ME!

I've stood in this world alone before. If thats what it takes I'll do it again. What ever it comes to all these games shall end. I'm done playing. I wish for nothing more than this dream, soon it will be real. I hope for but one other thing. That one day I could again feel at least half as alive as I did two years ago.