This Is How Angles Die

I: Without A Heart

You couldn't just listen one god damn time. You couldn't open your eyes to see what I was trying to show you. So it was time I let go. I fucking let go of all that pain. Washed away the misery that was your memory. So I cried as I said goodbye, something you never did. But the tears where not for you, they fell in sadness as I killed a part of me. It's the same part you could never see. So I had to let it die inside, even though I no longer needed to hide. I let you hook me one last time to feed me that fuel for the one last push that I needed. To remember what drove me to come there, for the purpose to obtain what you stole from me long ago. And as the lights burned out on that darkest night, you finally saw what you failed to see. The coldest fucking part of me. With peace at mind I destroyed your memory, and killed whatever was left of us. I said goodbye, good fucking bye, cause your memory is dead.

II: A Bitter Depart

In the midst of all this drama I stood to balance the sides, and bring forth positive tides. The selfish wishes and immature wants and needs, left me no choice but to spill the seeds. To watch you leave was a relief, a unified calm that didn't share your belief. As we struggled to move on, we were all just glad you were fucking gone. Still you shouted every last demand, yet I failed to give in to every last command. So now that peace had come to stay. You decided you no longer wanted to be away. I felt the gears of war begin to turn. So you came back as I felt the feeling of peace start to burn. You tempted the beast who was eager to get out. And free he was with one last defiant shout. Good thing you never saw him, the feeling alone must have been grim. And though I left with a smile, it wasn't because I cared. It's because inside I know that you're just scared.

III: A Sinful Start

Isolation is what I needed to save myself. I had been pushed to the edge. I was ready to jump off of that ledge. Rather than become what I feared. But I would have to be pushed one more fucking time. Home at last to face my war. Something I knew would happen before. As I faced this attack and didn't cry, that's when I knew this angel would die. I never fucking lied, so God damned this angel as he died. To finally give birth to this bitter sin. And the darkness inside me finally started to grin. It no longer had a chance to go back to sleep. So the poison began to seep. Through my veins and through my heart. God, it felt good from the start. And now this creation shall infect this entire generation. So three cheers for those who caused me not to feel love. Now I'll drag God's corpse down from above. I'll rape his will, and then I'll go for the kill.

IV: We All Fall A Part

Now all of you are going to cry, cause when this is done. We'll all fucking die! There's no stopping this nightmare now. Before me God will bow. And with the end of Camael I hope that weakness is burning in Hell. So I'll feel what I need to give me the prize. I hope one day you all fucking realize. I'm not responsible for how you all affect the story. But in the end it's gonna be gory. Lots of blood and lots of pain. These powers no longer do I restrain. Nothing can prepare you for what is to come. So for now all my anger is done. Believe me this isn't some fictitious lie. This is how angles die.