Emptiness To Be Filled

Like a cloud fading into darkness, the lost times are over. I walk with purpose now. For things I could not see have finally been made clear to me. The simplest things can be the hardest to see. If you never take time to see them then you will miss what could be very important to you. Though I still have questions I would like to find answers to, one of the biggest burdens has been lifted off me, and I can finally see how to move forward. Standing still for far too long I will no longer wait and wonder. I will now move forward and explore. I now have a reason to, and it is that reason that I will give up all I have gained. I've lost what I have gained many times before. Things go wrong, life changes and I am left alone, and empty inside. This time I will give up what I have, but not to be left alone, and not to be empty inside. For this time I make the choice instead of fate, and I will fill the emptiness for good. My choice to give up everything in order to gain more. But trust in me that it is not to gain possessions, money, objects, or any other trivial thing such as these. I will give up those things just for one moment and to finally get what I could never have before.