Doorway To My Soul III

I stand here waiting for a chance to say the words that have haunted me for the longest time.
I tried so hard to let you know, yet you never cared to listen.
Let this be my last message from my heart.
For if you really loved me, then you should know the words I wish to speak.

Guide my heart once more or lay me down to rest.
It matters not, so long as the pain I feel vanishes.
Make your choice, for I have waited too long.
Let me know where I shall stand once the fog has cleared.

Should I lock this door forever? Or do you finally wish to walk through it?
I have waited as long as I can, yet you have taken your time.
I hoped you would run to find me, yet you did not.

I see the truth now, how foolish could I have been?
To open a doorway to my soul, one you never intended to walk through.
I shall lock this door, and hide its key from all.
For you have laid a new curse upon me.

Darkness covers all now, and you stand in the fading fog.
Nowhere to run, soon it will be dark.
You walked all this way to tell me nothing, now you will be lost.

Do not knock on this door when you become afraid.
I will not open it for thee ever again.
The key is no longer mine to hold.
The one who finds the key shall open this door once more.

Only she will be allowed to enter here.
The place you turned away from.
Sorrow and pain I may feel.
But the darkness that surrounds you now, will be far worse.

Leave me here, and run away.
I do not wish to hear from you again.
I now wait for the one who finds the key.
Only then will the door open.

My mistake was opening the door, for someone who did not wish to enter.
That is a mistake I shall not make again.
This time when the door opens, I know the one will walk through it.
Until then, I lock you all away.