Out Of The Shadows

I won't hide behind the world I created anymore. Time to embrace all that I'm living for. I'll step out of the shadows where the mysteries will fade. Say goodbye to this world I made. The story is over I've written its end. But theres some things I must amend. I wrote it based on how I wish things could be. But that was fiction and this is real. And some scars just never heal. So no matter how things changed from then to now. I know its for the best some how. This world will see me at peace with love. But not from some angelic Goddess above. I hope all things to come will be just as grand. I have but just one last demand. Place a smile on my face once more. So these wounds will never again be sore. It's just you and I. The fiction was a lie.

The End Of Ghost

I've been a fool and for this I'm not proud. I thought I had it all right, but now I can see its all clouded and unclear. I feel like I can't breathe, like these old scars can still bleed. I ripped and clawed to get myself out of that hell. But I couldn't pull myself up no matter how hard I would scream or yell. It was you who offered me your hand. You pulled me up back onto solid ground. It was then I knew what I've been searching for was finally found. So here I am trading what is real and true. To chase after a ghost I really never knew. So I'm sorry for what I've put you through. I'll never again relapse and fall back into this. That pain isn't something I should ever miss. You prove your love everyday when you say you'll wait. I just hope that I'm not too late. And I believe you cause you never question how or why. You never told me one single lie. So I'm sorry for that poem and how the fiction ends. But reality is now setting in. And once again you're here to set me free. I'll be in your debt eternally. I'll never again look back and ask myself what if. Cause I know what that future would hold. Nothing but pain and an emptiness thats hollow and cold. So please lift me back up a hundred feet in the air. We'll float up together filled with love and care. And look down on the world and smile cause we're no longer there. This is my promise and I won't trade it in again. I'll love you to the very last moment, the end.

For Kaitlin
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Beginning of The Real

The Last Poem Ever

Silence lingers in these still nights,
Where dreams of you may still be found,
From a lost time that seems so long ago,
Time has been but a test to keep memories alive,
They live within this soul,
Oh what became of that which I once loved?
Am I now forgotten?
I cherished thee for all of this time,
With hopes held that the magic you created would last,
And last it has,
For all these dreams have stemmed from you,
Forget names for they have been misleading,
From then till now the brightest star,
A story that began with you,
Oh how I hope you were truly happy then,
For choices I made would in time lead me to find a darkness,
A darkness only lifted by the memory of a better time,
The whispering woods we once found joy in,
They will forever hold onto that time,
Never forgotten,
For the spring breeze will forever whisper your name,
My only hope is that this tale shall one day find you,
Despite the errors and the choices we have made,
Forever those two souls will always be together,
In a memory and within a dream.

Nevermore

For all who witness these things to come, it is nothing more than what they've read, preached and believed. They knew this day would come, though what or who would stand before them to save and to damn was yet a mystery. Millions will not stand to hear that all their hopes are lies. That what we created was a disease. So she stands to be what they always dreamed. Love and peace in unity. And I stand to be her judgment.

"They will stare in wonder at the one who walks through shadows. Look upon his face and be greeted either by a calm soul, or an angry beast. For all you possess, dark or light he can read."

The blue twilight skies now fade to gray. Lightening unleashes it's fury on the world. In his heart all the painful scars burn with fire. As the ground rises towards the sky, everyone here will die. Rain falls to wash away all of the evil that stains this Earth. And as he stands to do what he must. She looks upon him with sorrow. For she knows he will no longer stand beside her to guide her. She will stand alone in a world to be reborn from her heart. She will watch over them all, love them, and give them hope. For if she fails, if she falls. He will return from the ashes that now gently blow away with the wind. For he will harvest all of her sins.

If this light shines so clear and bright.
All shall stand to see whats right.
We shall walk in darkness...nevermore.

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End of Book II

The Eyes Of Judgment, The Fate Of All

Here we stand on the verge of a world's end. So many beliefs now left to question. Where shall the answers be found? And she will stand before a world in chaos. To embrace and become their belief. Descending from the twilight skies of blue, moving like mystical boundaries. Glistening notes of innocence somber though the air as this music fills all souls. As she pulls in all their love to make hope the only thought in the minds of all. The purest of all, the mystical one. The goddess, the Saviour. Without a word spoken they all know. Within her eyes a judgment to come. The purified glory that one must be. A midst the stirs that echo still, and desolance in the winds of an icy chill. Sins shall all be forgiven, but what shall not be forgotten are those who destroy hopes, dreams, and the love people hold within their hearts. For each who have brought this day to exist, an existence to be erased. The fate of all lies within her heart. For she has lived among us, with us, as one of us. Shall she smile, this world gets it's second chance. Shall a tear fall from her eyes, then never again will we embody flesh.

As all stand in silence, her head held down. Memories flood her mind, pain infects her heart. Love and hope empower her soul. And as a gentle tear falls to the ground, she looks up with a smile. My last task is at hand...

Sin Incarnate

As I approach the final stone.
Evils eye oversees.
I storm through your gates.
Into the heart of your world.
And before me this mirror shines and reflects.
Your illusions continue the virus that infects.
As I stare back at the evil to be erased.
This mirror reflects me.
Clever with your tricks to disguise your fear.
No more hiding, your end is near!

Shadows still stir within these corridors wrapped in dread. Where lost souls are delivered to him lifeless and dead. To spill the blood of innocence, yet we embraced all that you were. But in silence you can hear the haunting echoes stir. This dream of your's shall fade tonight. Hold onto the last remnants of light. This mirror I've shattered before, and within it there lied a door. From which I've walked through and made mistakes, but none as grave as the risks you take. With the lives of all who believe. This deception I'll soon relieve. None have seen your true form take life. But millions have been victim of your strife. Come stand before your executioner and know how they all felt. When you ripped their dreams and souls apart with the cowardly fates you dealt. See it growing darker now?

A lion, a snake and a specter.
Three to embody your trinity.
Your false decree of divinity.
Each to speak their peace.
You spray more venom than truth.
Can't you see, we created you.
And your death is long over due.

Let all you imagined come to pass, but not by your hands. She'll stand to heal all of our lands. You have no power that can harm me. I will allow them all to see. I carry with me all of your sins. Your own acts will be what destroys you. A vessel created long before your belief. To harvest all of your wrongs. To fester and grow. Here and now you'll reap what you sow. Now put your threats to rest, end your lies and hateful cries. And hear the truth you never knew. These words I've carried through hell I deliver to you!

" If in my eyes you see a Demon, then you only see the lies of your heart. In my eyes there is pain, there is guilt, there is peace, and there is love. Look into my eyes again, the truth is there, past the illusions, deep within. I only seek what is good for all."

"The first starts the clock, the last ends time. When they appear together they are at their strongest. Light and darkness combined create a shadow."

I am that shadow! The shadow that stands to erase the darkness before me. The shadow that stands to be devoured by light! See my final words as you look into my eyes! I will see this place die. No longer shall it bring pain and torment. I will awaken the dead, and open the eyes of the living. To watch the darkness before me be destroyed. Shattered like pieces of glass! My life has been but a sacrifice to carry the hope that all can be healed. And you erased and replaced! Embrace all of your sins, one by one let all the horror you've brought on this world consume you, ravage you, and devour you! I'll carry your burden no more. Now rest in misery!

Darkness to no longer reign. With this blood that is spilled, a Crimson Scar that breathes new life.... My destiny fulfilled.